Δευτέρα 10 Νοεμβρίου 2014

Day #71

Day #71



Well, after two weeks that i've had a little bit of depression, i must admit that,this weekend i had an amazing time. (compared to the previous ones).

"Are you crazy,depression in Erasmus? "
Well actually yes.

Everyone thinks,that once you get to the university,you make friends instantly,with other erasmus people, and you go out and partying hard and everything is cool and amazing. But based on my very recent experience, i think that this happens only after a few months. And only if you're a person like that.
So my first two months, i haven't met anyone who i could travel with him, or do the simple things like go to a museum, to the cinema or just for a walk or eat together. I made some friends,but let's say that we weren't exactly the best combination. And I felt that I don't count as a friends for them. At first , I felt sooo disapointed. I was seeing other erasmus students that they have found a company and i was asking myself "what's wrong?" . But finally,i realised that the problem wasn't ,me. And thankfully,i have met other few people ,so i decided to find them and try to built a foundation for a good friendship with them.
So now, i can say that this plan worked! And i'm so happy and releaved. The only thing that i was needing, was time, a plann B and a little bit of faith. Et voila! The best recipe.

Well let's pass to an another topic. 
Cooking!
Cooking- Danae= 1-0
Oh god i'm such a bad cooker!Hahahaha the WORST ,i think. 
I decided this week, to shop different food from the previous weeks. I don't want to eat pasta or hot dogs anymore. So I buyed eggs and potatoes (wow). For lunch i boiled the potatoes,with oil and lemon,it was nice,i liked it.For dinner i decided to cook an omelette with cheese and bacon...very easy,isn't it?! Well I managed to burn it! I'm dreadfull....

At the afternoon, i got really sad and hurt by my kind of very good friend,back in Greece. She didn't send me a message on my birthday....First big mistake...And then she said to me some things that they really hurt me. I mean ok she is anxious of her new role and so on , but she supposed to be also my friend.

I'm a girl guide (scouts) for 15 years now...it's the first time that i stop, because i am away from my team in Athens. I miss it soooo much. Volunteering is my life. I want to be again,in action. And i miss my team,my kids,our funny moments. And my friend,put a fence between me and my team,with no door in it. I can only see... I want to help and she doesn't let me. It's fucking VOLUNTEER my dear, you cannot deny the help. Well she hurt me before.... 

And now, after two cup's of tea,i'm coming to my conclusion. This weekend was beyond so good! I went to a vintage market, i ate candyfloss, then i went to a bar with my erasmus buddy, i cooked with my new friend,i visited a very cool exposition. Yeah,was a good one.That's for tonight.

Bonne nuit,Good night, Buenas noches, Kαληνύχτα,Noapte bună

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